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    Tuesday, April 28th, 2009
    9:19 pm
    Sunday, April 19th, 2009
    10:45 pm
    10:44 pm
    Sunday, August 3rd, 2008
    9:42 pm
    9:40 pm
    Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
    11:58 pm
    Sunday, April 13th, 2008
    7:49 pm
    Monday, February 4th, 2008
    1:03 am
    Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
    10:10 pm
    Dear Dax,
    Sorry I couldn't come down to Windcrest for my turnday. Something's come up at the weyr that is all engaging. I'll try to sneak away next restday, but I don't know how long this is going to take. Worst comes to worse, I'll be down to help you move when you're done there.
    Miss you,
    Ron

    ( Mystery in the Infirmary. )
    Thursday, January 31st, 2008
    11:16 pm
    Monday, January 14th, 2008
    11:09 pm
    Friday, December 14th, 2007
    9:29 pm
    ( New Weyrling )
    Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
    5:16 pm
    Thursday, May 3rd, 2007
    2:11 pm
    Taya supposedly locked Nalla and myself in her (Nalla's) weyr. Apparently, she wanted to force us to make up. I forgot we were fighting. That's bad, I guess. Insensitive at the worst. The argument was ridiculous to start with. It was Search season. Lenculoth was doing her duty to the weyr. It coincidentally lined up when I was in Nalla's company twice. She's been offended with me for quite some time.

    It's good that it's been resolved. She doesn't seem to require much pleading or prodding to restore things. She just wanted time. Time's ok. I can do that.

    Taya came back in the morning and tried to require that we stay in without wine this time. I don't think Nalla really understands that Taya can't boss us around like that. I tried to explain, but I'm not sure it made a dent. I suppose Taya will never know because I spent the rest of the day with Nalla anyway.

    Back home now. It's nice. The weyr is cool and clean feeling. I just want to lay in the dark for a while.

    Lenculoth's been offering me to help exercise Eryn after weyrlinghood is over. Her Imadrith seems to think it's advantageous - like Eryn won't do it without a partner, but I don't know if I can take her complaining every single moment. I think Lenculoth said something about me wanting solitude. It's true. That is why I like working out with Lanti. She's quite and there, when we make the right arrangements. I'm not sure Len, Imadrith or I think Eryn knows how to be quiet. She also won't understand that despite the dark hour, I am not a morning person.
    Friday, April 27th, 2007
    12:29 pm
    I don't think I've been thinking lately. This journal has become neglected because of that.

    How about an entry on the state of things:
    Micail is now M'cai, rider of brown Giavistoth. His brown is really quite uniquely shaped and rather opinionated, or so I hear. He hasn't accidentally broadcast to me, but Lenculoth does periodically relay some of the comments he makes. I'm both relieved and disappointed that M'cai impressed. It just seems right, so I'm relieved that he had the opportunity to pursue this dream. It's disappointing because I feel further cut off from him. It's like I have to continue to pretend we're not friends for the duration of the weyrlinghood because I'm a 'master over him. Oh well. It's only the first turn - and maybe part of the second until things will go back to normal. Then, maybe we'll catch up.

    I did see Alain and Laeri at the Hatching party, but I avoided that mess as best I could. I spoke with Martin for a while, but the party got distracting - or maybe it was the wine. I swear I lose my ability to concentrate on things when I've been drinking. M'cai flittered around like a social butterfly, but eventually, I took the whole weyrling crowd to their cots and encouraged them to sleep while they could. They'd need it.

    Aside from that? Um, Lzi's pretty good. I see her from time to time. Lanti's Dedanseth just flew, which I'm sure is a relief. I didn't know the dragon that caught... wonder if he'll stick around for the clutching and hatching. It'll be nice to have a clutch on the sands. Some of the weyrlingmasters get twitchy when there hasn't been one for a while. Next break... I'm off to Healer, I suppose.

    Though... Lanti wants me to teach her dragonhealing. N'ano said it was ok, just as long as I didn't sleep with her. That man has the strangest set of rules I've ever encountered.

    Speaking of sleeping with people, I've been with Dax for about a half a turn now. It doesn't feel like it - not with him out at Windcrest all of the time and my duties keeping me near the weyr. He should be back soon. I hope so. Feels like it's been forever. I actually look forward to his visits. Quite a bit. He's... comfortable. Most people would find that sentiment insulting, but I've had enough of the passion driven incompatable relationships to last me for quite some time. I like the way we can just be quiet and it doesn't bother either of us and when we talk... I don't feel like I have to explain every single thought.

    The opposite reminds me of Nalla... I should check on her, but she can be soo flighty sometimes. It's almost relaxing to be away from her - that way I don't have to hear about what Alain's done wrong this time... or how Laeri's looking last sevenday.
    Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
    8:23 pm
    Alain didn't offer me sex. How disturbing. I... Ok, That looks funny on the page.
    Alain asked me to take care of Nalla. Apparently, he says she's being a bit of a drama queen about Raine's baby and doing something or another that bugs him. I'm supposed to take care of it. He wanted to pay me for that. I declined. Then he told me that he wouldn't be giving me sex as compensation. So he didn't offer me sex. The fact that he thought that I wanted sex from him was just so obnoxious. I was going to bring it up, just to say that I wasn't going to ask to screw Laeri as payment either, but he beat me to the punch and then he said I was afraid of sex.

    Me? Afraid of sex? Bah! I haven't been afraid of sex for Turns. It seemed funny to even hear him speak the words.

    (here, the script changes, the style more relaxed and neat.)
    I wrote a letter to Laeri the other day. He invited me out to eat with him an hour or two later. We had lunch, before Alain interrupted us. Can't say I'm hopeful of anything. Laeri says we're civil again. I suppose that's about all we'll ever be. Yeah, I'd like to have my friend back, certainly without the sex this time, but he ... it's impossible with Alain around. He walks into each conversation and converts any type of decent conversation into some type of inside conversation between himself and Laeri. Not that Alain's entirely to blame. Laer does it too. For instance, any question pertaining to me was answered by Laeri. I might as well have not been there. Then he drove Laeri off because he had to show something to Laeri before he went back to work.

    I give up.

    Have a date tomorrow. Have to leave first aid a little early. I hope Lzi can cover for me. I'm sure she'll understand if I explain it.
    Monday, March 12th, 2007
    11:25 pm
    ( First Date )
    Thursday, March 8th, 2007
    12:00 am
    Monday, March 5th, 2007
    12:07 pm
    Went and searched some kids. By Faranth, that felt good.

    Went and bitched out Laeri again and sort of gave Micail a hard time too.

    Micail took it for what it was, me being upset about something else and stupidly taking it out on him.

    Laeri took it for what it was as well.

    Don't know what else to write except for that. I can't for the life of me remember what it was all about. Oh, yeah. I remembered what an utterly selfish bastard he is. Doesn't care about anyone else except for what he can get from them.

    I suppose I wasn't really addressing that when I told him that Alain wasn't that good in bed, but it was what I was thinking about. And the truth is true. Alain isn't good in bed. He's a headcase and he only seems to let go in the sexual sense, making all of his actions come across spastic and self-absorbed.

    I suppose there is a small chance that Laeri managed to bring some sort concern for others out of Alain, but I doubt it. It's more like Laeri is so preoccupied with what he thinks about things that he doesn't notice what Alain thinks or feels either. Laeri really is just a walking penis. Everything is about sex and how much he's getting and how much he pities the rest of Pern because they aren't him.

    If I have to hear about that one more time, I'll tell him what I think about him in bed.

    Is it bad that it grates me down to my core that that set of idiots is reproducing? Alain's too broken to be a good father. He'll play with it, but it'll end up being Raine's baby. That, or Laeri will take care of it for him, but then what about his smithing? He's an idiot if he thinks he can get anywhere by staying at the weyr. He'll end up the smith's bitch in the exact same way he ended up an 'infirmary assistant' in the healer arena.

    Fuck. Why do I care? I certainly don't want him any more, but he still makes me so irrationally angry, I...

    Mic's been Searched. I should go find Nalla.
    Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
    5:25 pm
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